signing off here................. @
hmmm. . . this is also gona be a sad post! sk isnt very happy recently!! save her!!
it is soo unbelievable to experience and hear about 2 young deaths recently almost at the same time!!! e impact is. . .till i dun really want to face it. . .
e first one is of cos the post that i wrote earlier...then what about the other one? it's actually one of my lecturer's son! one and only son!! who simply just fell from height and he's gone!
according to momo who is closer to the lecturer, he said that the mother saw her son like 5.30pm but 10mins later, he was gone! and the next min is the almost immediate death. .
the news was stunning when the notice was posted. . i was just too stunned and speechless.. i mean come on.. how old is he only??11 or 12 only!! he has yet to turn into a teenage! yet to go thru those rebellious stage that everyone will go thru...
haix....life. . . L I F E! Life seemed so fragile!! i duno... i just feel alot. . . especially those who are directly my friends? i mean who ll encounter those that are younger than you who just left you for another world? especially i m still very young!!!
i aso cant forget the msg that i sent to agnes and the reply i got back......
i din even stone to reply what are my exact thoughts. . . maybe i m controlling my emotions but what's impt to her now is the love n comfort from the people ard her. .not to forget bout the support..
my grandma, jordan, kumar's son. . . . . .do rest in peace and sk believes that you all are doing well in the other world..and also watching us, the people that you all once met...watching n taking care of us too...
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 sad. .
11:11:00 PM
it was a busy morning and i have to rush for the CC lunch. . .
YOU were there too. . .other than looking tired and shag and of coss not as active as ur normal times. .
i din notice much since YOU were just beside me. . .i only know later frm kel n joy that ur gums were bleeding and you have bruises on ur legs. . .
i got a big shock on tues night, midnight, frm ms yee that YOU just had an operation! ! ! and in icu..
i was even more stunned when i rejected the call frm ms yee and received e msg that YOU passed away already on wed morning. . . immediately ms yee n i went down. . and then sorta relieved that at the very least YOU were still living on life machine. . .
we stayed there, looking at YOU so peacefully slping on e bed, looking at ur parents n ur younger brother n ur gf, tears just rolled down my cheeks... uncontrollablely. . .
YOU jerked
YOU have tears in ur eyes
YOU still have reaction
when we talked to YOU . .
we went to see YOU again on thurs evening. . .
YOU underwent the brain test. . .
and finally YOU were pronounced brain dead. . .
BUT we still had hope and feel that YOU were still around us! ! !
we even made a bottle of stars that night
and read out letters meant for YOU. . .
i went to see YOU on fri noon. . .
YOU looked better and ur lower lip was not as swollen as the day before. . .
i had hope on YOU. .
i still believe that YOU were still struggling very hard. . .
i passed by guanyin temple in bugis in e afternoon. . .
i prayed for YOU. . .
and 4 or 5 attempts, it doesnt sheng bei~
of cos i was affected but assured myself that it is jux for reference. . .
i met ck in e training at pa
he told me bout YOU. . .
he asked his shi fu bout YOU too. . .
i was again even more affected. . .
i went back to see YOU after the training. . .
ur eyes were half opened. .
i talked more w YOU
and YOU responded w ur teary eyes. . .
i went to see YOU again on sat evening. . .
i was told that e nurse says that ur condition is critical. . .
i dun believe till i saw that. . . . .
ur face turns slight dark le...
ur lower lips is back to swollen again. . .
and this time eyes closed even tighter. . .
but i know. . .
YOU are still doing ur best to struggle. .
for i see ur eyes still have tears. . .
i went back at 9plus cos i had made a promise already. . .
but still praying hard for the miracle to happen. . . . . . .
it is still a sleepy SUNDAY morning. .
when i received e call. . and i dun bother first. . .
then message came in. . .
I WAS AWOKE IMMEDIATELY ! ! !
and rushed to e hospital. .
only know that YOU were sent back home. .
peacefully. . .
lying at the rather sqeezy rectangular bed. . .
i believe that
YOU dun want to drag further?
YOU already see whoever has visited you?
YOU doesnt want the people around you to feel even more shag or upset?
YOU have done your best to struggle?
YOU wanted to release the burdens of everyone of making the effort to come and see you?
YOU are contented in living till now?
YOU are satisfied of how you have lived for close to 19 years?
YOU are also just curious of what's in the next world?
YOU . . .
YOU . . . . . .
YOU . . . . . . . . .
i am really grateful to know such a good yec friend like you
i enjoyed the times spent during the helping out of events
i wun forget the times that we all went to chingay and had so much fun
i wun forget when you like to be curious about anything
i . . . . . .
i believe that you will live well in the next world,
JORDAN TAN JUN JIE
(ur name is in pink! cos u simply liked pink too much le!! =]] )
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, February 15, 2009 Stun stun and STUN
1:08:00 PM
yoyoooo... i m backk....came across this link.... hmm i m still young!!!! =]
http://myidk.com/age.php
Myidk.com鑑定結果
您的精神年齡21歲
與您實際年齡差0歲
幼稚度60%
成熟度43%
老化度19%
Cool right?.... I AM STILL YOUNG... but one thing horx.. it says i m still childishh..oh myyy but i m close to 50% for maturity k?... =]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Monday, December 15, 2008
12:36:00 AM
hohooo...just realised that I had always had online...BUT i just dun have the motivation to write--to blog... why? hmmmgood qn tat beats me too.. just realised that i have aso reduced my usage of msn too...HOWEVER...i have increased my usage of watching videos!!! oh my!!!!!!!! variety shows here and there... taiwan korea japan hong kong.....alamak!!!!!!!!!!!
Sooo for the past few mths after i underwent a series of wu liao de exams.. I went to work! sian lahh...i only stopped working after 2 weeks of my starting of classes..lucky i rested enough before i go and work.. but rested only like 1 week?.. then i got sick of relaxing?...yeahhh i did got sick of relaxing... and i went to go find work...apparently after i signed the temp contract, more calls rang to ask if i am looking for work..i was like dotx... shlda ve called earlier mahh but...nvmmm...so everyday i go tuas to work lo..i mean not travel there ALONE...but there's free company bus at jurong east there lahh..still not so bad...but lunch's a bad bad thing!!!!! haix..... lonely ooo mr lonely...i had nobody.........this song is alwax sang to me when i go to work after tat attachement gal chantel went back sch... yeahhh...no one to go out to eat w me..and i HAIX........ forget it mannn...it's finali over...
AND...i AM officially a poor student NOW!!!! no more work... no more tuitions given... who is there to sympathise me?? who is there to pity me? who is there to want to yang me?.. haix...nvm lahhh... that's my choice... so i might as well dun complain too much..but yaaa try to spend lesser lo.. i have to alwax remind myself on that man.... siannn
woooooo....great achievement that i have written so much today eh?...i have ddecided to write more often from now on le... or else it ll reali be stagnant...
signing offfffff.........
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
10:04:00 PM
yeshhh it had been a looong time ever since i updated..alot i mean reali alot of things happen frm Jan to April but it is either i am too lazy to update or i m too busy le...but i know that it is not an excuse..and i think that ppl might forget bout my blog...hurrayyy..cos it is reviving again..unknowingly..lol~
i seemed happy in my opening eh?but seriously that is the very opposite of what i am feeling now.. totally opposite..
to be exact, it had been some time ever since all my emotions went up and it happened today on 12th April 2008 at ard 2330. yeshh within a day i received or rather i duno 3 pieces of news that i wun want to hear it from. and maybe the last thing that i ever want to hear it.
first thing is on the co*c*ing class..
i just feel that i still want to put the whole entry here even if the ppl involved read it or what, i think that i wun care.
how to put it?...it is our baby or rather initially it isnt ours till last term, chairman allocate it to us after she suddenly vanished le..so xm grace n i xin xin ku ku de maintain the class. it is reali a nightmare when u have to look after 4 different levels at a time when there's lack of coaches. alot of challenges faced..students not coming, coaches not coming and din inform at all. but we still able to cope it by maintaining the class till e youth officer told us to submit as one of e paym special project. we went thru e whole process n got the award. the feeling is indescribable.it is definitely not possible to use a few words to say it all.
how do i begin now?...
hmmm situation is i have revision classes on sat frm march onwards. who can prevent it? moreover it is me, one of my weaker subjects too.. therefore i cant help in the co*c*ing class for a few mths. and a no of things happen.
i duno who to push the blame to or rather i trust and believe my coaches therefore i guess that i have to put all the blame to myself?..but wo bing bu shuang bout certain things. it could have been my overlooking of things or i think too highly of ppl, believing that they can cope without me?..n i guess that i m wrong?...i m very luan now, alot of things just raced thru my mind without any control.
how do u feel when families of the kids called up to ask if there's coaching class on the very day itself when u are in the midst of classes and u know that u have to answer them?the reason they tell me that they din find anyone in the class at 2pm! absurd! every week aso have class de unless we inform them!!!!
how do u feel that things regarding co*c*ing class de is not informed to the related ppl?or rather i feel indifferent. just that sometimes things tat one does seem like quite secretive? i may be wrong and i hope that i am wrong n i shldnt be thinking it but once bitten twice shy. one time i can take it.twice i suan le. thrice hmmm...cant help suspecting what's the motive.i feel that it is just not right not to keep related ppl in the loop and i did mention bout it directly how emails shld be done.maybe it is unknowingly and i hope it is.
how do u feel again when things temporarily are not within ur control but the finger is pointing to you?bu shuang is how i feel strongly cos i m not taking the control within that period of time! what do u want me to do?putting surveillance cameras in the class n taking note of everyone's behavior??u said that i din hand over properly to person next in line. i even plan bout who to allocate the kids to every mth le.and how do u expect me to control how she wants to take control the class?how do u expect me to take care of every detail when i arent even been kept in the loop of things.wo zhen de hen bu shuang how u handle things cos u think that i m responsible and obligated to take care of the class even though i m not helping out currently. the way u n the big I think is the same..too taken ppl for granted for things.
this thing cant be just suan le..i just think that in any cases when u are too over-board i ll defend for myself and i hope that u just wun think that i m crazy or what.just take it that i have to let out lo.
2nd thing is...in summary form, the pictures after the cake cutting for my birthday party are gone into the space. mistake mystery whatever it is. i still cant take the fact that they are gone. pushing the blame to who?shld be myself too since i m too duno what to take out my own camera to take.suan le...gone means gone..xin tong? yes very...greatly but i cant do anything about it.
3rd thing is miscommunication part..duno is miscommunication or what..but haix...my dear chan din go for the award ceremony dinner.pity pity and a pity... but haix...
oh ya...mentioning bout my breaking down..yaa stun by my own actions but it still happened. and i m trying to stand strong n firm..to remain the same sk since it is just another part and parcel of my life ba...so mian qiang to think like tat...but bo bian ar...keep thinking meh?..wun solve problem too..
sk hereby hoping that miracle will happen.
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, April 13, 2008
12:22:00 AM
Memories in 2007.
There are alot of things that happened in 2007!! happy ones, sad ones, angry ones, disappointed ones etc etc all sort of feelings. 2007 seemed quite short but with all the things happened it made me grow up abit.. I feel that as I experienced different kinds of things, I am able to take it easy..
我学会了怎样拿的起放的下~
我学会了怎样看开点~
我学会了怎样控制自己的情绪~
可是
我还未学会怎样拒绝的道理!!
我还未学会怎样放开自己!!
我还未学会怎样不让自己不开心!!
Let me run through my mind to see what I have done for the past year!!
Jan
It is the mth that I never fail to remember anything about it man..cos it is exactly 1 year ago..
I can only remember that I countdown for new year at chalet! And we are still in contact with each other now!! my dear 04s17/19 peeps..forever still fun-loving~ There are different kinds of friends in one's social circle..and they are the ones who bring colours to my life. They are the ones who let me enjoy the most and they are the most happening peeps in my life so far..
FebI din remember much though..hahaa..I just remember going to yuxin's hse during chinese new year..Going Chingay as per usual~ and saw lele n zizi performing!!
March
Meeting my ex-aunt at JB and went out with her..empathize with her situation but we cant do much things~Changes abit of my point of view towards marriage too.
AprilStudy period!! My study ka-kis, Stansfielders!! They are an interesting bunch of ppl! 一切尽在不言中.. my dear hua, sister bryant, simon pang cheng xi, lee caiyan, yvonne yip, toh chin guan, da jie justina, ice poh, mama weiyee, ben, josephine, yuzhen ar, sabeena, salbiah etc etc etccc. I also teached 2 big "kids" for free lo..but they are quite sweet about the return that they give me.. unexpected and stun lo~ lol~
May
Exam period and it had a hard time to pass but we managed to! lol~all the way man, stansfielders!! I aso went to Zhi Hui 21st birthday chalet!!And her cake is Winnie the Pooh.. dot dot dot sia..
JUNE
It had a struggle month for me as there are alot of things happened that I wun forget this mth!!
Start of the mth: I stayed over at chan's hse to do the jig-saw puzzle for Yvonne's birthday and my 1st attempt to do oreo cheesecake for her cake..and it is a success!!! wahahaaaa..
15th June: Bro's wedding
19th June: My maternal grandmother passed away at 7am. and i break down before I go for work as I am not able to see her for the last time in person. And I have got to praise myself for being so strong that I can still go to work after the news and I did not drop a tear once I am out of my hse.
21st June: I break down and was scared to see her inside the long box instead of standing at the door to welcome me when I went back. I can never forget how much courage I plucked up to see her peaceful face. I can never forget how much I cried just for the morning.
July
Back to work and I am glad that I knew this bunch of cute colleagues especially huiru jie and kaiyue and sharon and weilun lao shi etc etc..and i remembered that this mth i sing k quite a no of times..all are at night one..lol~
August
I pia OT like crazy and I earned alot for e 1st time in my life..I also get to know these crazy colleagues of mine too..ang yexiong, aa ace, teresa, shafiza, lynden chua, xavier, willie, desmond goh,the one who think he is handsome de faith(i think) etc etcc..
September
Busy tuition-ing and sch re-open sia..Preparing for BGM all sorts of things. Doing for more than I think I will do. Different things too..which lets me learn quite alot and having mixed feelings about it.everything had been posted before..so i wun mention again.
October
Cant exactly remember sia..except going for classes..and ya..work at the law firm which e one and only supervisor is so suxy..spinster ar..bo bian anything also scold complain for nth.. she is the 2nd boss mahh, but survived through though. It is also the mth that I finally faced my own feelings about things and execute it regardless of what is the outcome.
November
Havoc month..lol~ Went KL cum Sunway with kailing caiyu cindy. Then went hatyai with mum bro n da sao and her parents. learn abit of Malay. Almost all of my weekends are quite burnt out lo..
December
.....
Bring the elderlys to makan at Vivo and tour ard Underwater World......
Mock Exam and I din reali study for it but I went for all though.
.....
Got the answer and I was happy.
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Finally majong session at hua's hse with simon n yy~.
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Ipoh trip. I had mixed feelings about it cos I am thinking how it was like to go back when my grandmother is not there at all. The feeling is really different and my grandfather looked fine except that he is more feeble now. Unlike other trips back there, this is a more peaceful one for me. I stayed at hm for 75% of the trip. I am proud of my mum too for making shorts for my grandfather during our stay there. It is reali xin suan cos last time when my grandmother is still ard, she will make shorts for him but now, no one does that le. And my mum is so willing to do it lo..hmm..i reali do wish that my grandfather is doing well there man..and not get ill-treated.. haix..
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Went to help out at Project Home Run and had fun with the kids!!!
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Still teaching the p6 kid due to my soft-ness and i had to deal w e p3 kid now~
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Got an unexpected response and I was stun but I had to accept it.
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Went to fongyu's house-warming party and we x-horizon talked alot.. Heart to heart talk can only be found within them. And chan even say that I had toned down alot now..and changed for the better sia..wahahaaa..
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION for 2008
++To be able to focus well on what I want to do
++Achieve something(secret) by April.
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
11:06:00 AM
All about sk.
sk is tired of everything now.
sk feels that she had overstressed herself.
sk feels that she is kinda like keep being used but she seemed to be willing to do so.
sk feels that the longer she is going to stay in it, the more trouble she is looking for.
sk will be pissed off when things are not within the control.
sk will be more pissed off when things doesnt go what she wants.
sk will be damn pissed off if someone inform her of the changes at the very last minute such as dates.
sk seemed not to be able to control her emotions properly.
sk seemed not to be able to express herself properly too.
sk seemed not to be able to do what she wants freely.
sk loves children alot.
sk loves children so much to the extent of forgetting her unhappinesses.
sk loves children so much that she feels like a child again.
sk loves children so much that they are able to make her smile despite anything.
sk is silly.
sk is stupid.
sk is soft.
sk is kind.
sk is tired with everything right now.
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, December 23, 2007 About sk.
12:21:00 AM
while waiting for the video to be converted and transferred to my psp...i was stoning..
so..i have decided to write sth since i dun feel like studying at the moment ehh
HMMMMM...that is soo wrong man!!! arghhh....
haix~~~ having mood swing..... feeling damn sian n bored and so dun want to go out..
hao wu liao woo~~ haix~~~~~~
going back tml night to go and see my dear grandfather..ever since what happened in june, i have yet to go back and see him man..wondered how is the feeling of my mum n i going back without her being there.. it is different now..having different feelings aso..i reali hope that the scene is not so gan shang mann...i cant take it lo!
haix~~~i wondered if it is true that one will have happiness and downness at certain periods of time?machiam like spilt personality siaa...faint~
and it is sooo not me man to have such pessimistic and negative feelings...
and 1 word to describe my current feelings now...
b
o
r
e
d
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and i think that although i might be very the chatty and talkative, I sometimes feel that I can dun feel like talking all of a sudden...for a period of time lahh..reason is unknown. these days aso..actually from last week till now i had been like chatting/bitching/gossipping to my minimum mann...from msn to calls to meet-ups..i feel tat i m getting quieter and quieter...as in talk less than what i usually talk lahh...(other than consoling ppl these days though) ppl may not feel it as a big difference..but i feel tat sth not right somewhere inside me lah..
*rolled eye* hope i adjust back to my own self soon soon ehhh...
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Friday, December 14, 2007
5:34:00 PM
hmm... it had been such a long time ever since i updated my blog sia... hmm
one reason to it sia...lol~~
L
A
Z
Y
!!!!!!
alamak!!
actually my November is quite busy and plus abit of my laziness is hmm...
BUT today at this moment, i was supposed to study ehh...and what am i doing here? faint right? aiya sudden emotions lead me to update..wts~ crap lah..
i was just...i duno taking a break of my study of my dear mangerial econs..last min work makes me tired man.. what Stackelberg? Dominant? Cournot? Betrand? these models make me go close to crazy man.. haix~~
grumble grumble.. must grumble abit then go back study abit.. this mock ar?.. my mood is like in the holidays mock le lo...totally not in exam mood man.. lol~~ too fast le lahh... learn ard 3 mths of things then go take exam. Somemore some things had just been taught last week and we have to take the exam the following week le..what the shit~~~~~~
anyway...it will be fast! 4 more days to go mann...lol~
4 more days to....
ENJOY!!
Catching up with friends!!
YEC stuff
FUN time
Tuition-ing
and of course getting the answer to my question!although i roughly know what it is le~but still...yaaa.
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Monday, December 03, 2007
1:07:00 AM
heartbroken sk had just spent a bomb!
Firstly it started with repairing of com
Which includes of
Repair fees
and
Changing of hard disk~
350bucks down!!
Secondly mY slim PsP
Which includes everything
Whatever lahh..
ard
450bucks...
that goes 800 so far..
Lastly yesterday,
mY dear dear com got lines man..
graphic card detected spoilt.
Change it for...
95bucks.
So 900bucks have just gone down the drain
For like no purpose?..
Maybe PSP got purpose lahh..
but certainly not my com mann!!
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aLL tanks to mY dear bro who cheated mY $$$ !!
this is how he treated me the last time
before he got married off..
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That's the sad part~~
*flush*
Let's talk about happy ones!!
I am sooo looking forward to NOV man!!
Almost ALL of my weekends are packed!
1st weekend i am going to KL cum Sunway
Together with KaiLing CaiYu Cindy!!
1st time going overseas with frends..
yeah...tu po! =P
2nd weekend i am going Hatyai (Southern part of Thailand)
Together with my Mum Bro Sister-In-Law Sister-In-Law's Parents!!
And we are going to take a coach there..
12hrs ride sit till backside pain man..
boo~~ but i think i will enjoy it lots!
3rd weekend i might go for a conversational malay course @ nacli
nOt yet confirm cos duno if it is processed anot lo~
sian~
but the reason why i am learning is cos..
being a Malaysian,
I am ashamed of myself for not being able to speak alittle of Malay!
So...ya...mi bu mi bu yi xia!
So currently I am quite free on the 4th weekend!!
hahaa...gona luvvvv my NOV man..lol~~
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Thursday, October 25, 2007
10:54:00 AM
Your Birthdate: April 2
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You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.
Your strength: Your universal compassion
Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings
Your power color: Mauve
Your power symbol: Butterfly
Your power month: February
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Hahaaa..adapted frm hua's blog about this...hmmm..initially i duno what does mauve colour looks like till i go and checka it out...it is light purple kind...yeahhh..purple!!!!lol~~~
nOt bad lahh...brief but quite accurate ba...
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, October 07, 2007
1:54:00 AM
haixxxxx....
1 big round.....
and the problem comes back......
so troubled~~~
it takes time lahh...
it is just a matter of time...
really
and seriously...
i duno what i am thinking
maybe i know..
but...yaaa..
soon to be a year le..
one year had passed so fast man..
maybe shld do sth arr..
hmmm...
who knows what is my next action man.
lol~
we shall see to it man!
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oh ya..
kinda sad about the ppl/things ard me..
one by one is leaving my side..
soon it will be another one...
really miss the olden days mann..
and miss u all soo much~~
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^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Thursday, October 04, 2007
10:31:00 PM
it is over..O-V-E-R!!!
hmm finally everything's over!!
yupa...being quite busy for the past duno how many weeks.. spent time on those things that i had actively involved in..it is quite successful overall..not too bad lahh.. of cos there are some good n bad things going on lah...
but this is not the point i wana let myself be aware of..
basically i duno what's getting into me man.. i think it is not only about today...but it is kinda stacked up(is this e right word) hmm...frm the previous work till now...for the past few months... i just feel myself being not appreciated..no matter frm work or doing voluntary work.
let me start frm work ba..
I just realised that no matter how hard you work..at the end of the day you only need to get the work done..ppl will just take it for granted that it is your job to finish the work..they arent at the very least of feeling relieved that your presence is well-appreciated cos you are simply getting the salary!! No one will actually feel touched or wat....the world is simply just too practical without actually realising that the ppl needs to be motivated too..just simple words or actions can actually do wonders..for eg..patting on one's back and say "tanks for the effort" or "tanks for willing to work hard" or even "tanks for staying back to do ot" or watsoever..
but....ya...
the next thing is...bout what i have actually done for the last 2 years..
there are ups and downs in the committee..
ppl coming in and leaving..
ppl being happy n sad
ppl argue/quarrel with one another..
ppl....
duno wat's getting into me...
and how do i put it across ar...
i just feel that ppl are reali taking ppl for granted..it is just like working where u dun feel any sense of appreciation..tat is EXACTLY how i feel.
it is not that i want to be recognised in my efforts..but at least u shld let me feel that i am needed to help..and relieved and glad that someone is willing to help out and share the workload..
dun take me for granted and feel that i shld do this cos it is my job or watsoever...as a voluntary worker, anything is not considered a job to me..and by right i need not commit since it is more of own time own target service..and of cos i dun mind and is quite willing to help out..but sometimes it is simply too much..
there are alot of things that i din voice out much..but din voice out doesnt mean the problem is solved!! 我并不是觉得自己很委屈!!可是我真的觉得..没人欣赏你做过什么是件非常可惜及可怜的事!!这就好比有做和没做都没有两样!! I reali feel tat i m taken for granted..mayb to ppl it might be a small small thing..but to me it matters!! it is very disheartening and disappointed!! of cos it is so not me to have such thinkings n feelings..but it is being stacked up i think.
and also..it may sound silly but it had been some time ever since i cried hard last time which i remembered is during june where my dear grandma passed away.. i reali duno wat's getting into me ba...but i reali feel that i m taken advantage of and taken for granted!!
haix~~~suan le ba...i just wana complain to myself..and also to feel sad about how the world is becoming more practical and 冷漠无情!!and i have yet to see thru everything...
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Saturday, September 22, 2007
11:02:00 PM
It has been such a looong time ever since i pasted photos here...yeahh...looooonggg..=P

A little gift from Xiao Hong & Xiao Xi..sweet siaa..hmm at least some returns from them wahahaa~but tanks mann...reali love the jacket n of cos the card!!!!lol~
And of cos before i reali went to work..we went out to vivo to chill chill watch movie..leisure leisure leisure!!!!hahaa=]

hua fighting with e i duno wat is it called man..so who will win??

OMG....in e end hua lost!!!!and where is she??!!!!!

jos imitating the duno called wat aso behind her..

and she's gone too!!!!OMG~~~~is this some kind of magic that are imposed on them??!!!

Of cos there are moments when both of them are very close and we shldnt disturb them!

Night K-Box-ing is shiok man!!!lol~

Xiao Wen n I cheer-ing for beer-drinking!

hmm...guess why xiao wen pulled simon's ear?..got reason one..go ask him lo..lol~

trying to distract him frm singing better..

hmm duno why i have to pose as if simon sings very the well like tat..faint~

me n simon duno why take photo aso..lol~

he sang like as if he is e king man...haha..but for that night..he is..haha
And of course...we celebrated simon's birthday~

Vivo City is actually quite a nice place to take photos!!


i love this photo!!actually i jus anyhow take de lo..cos I saw this kid walk past..then i just hold e camera w/o posing or wat..and take le...soo proud!!hahaa

hua n i visiting the vet clinic.

we are trying to take a perfect shoot but..hmmm so my face abit u know..

Singapore is just a little red dot...

the dog is soo vain sia..even pose for me to take photo!lol~

outside the vet clinic










































Hmm... this is a very very looong entry with lotsaa pics to look at man..cos it is all about my life for the past duno how long ever since i finished my exams man...shall update with notations again!! =]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Saturday, September 15, 2007
11:57:00 PM
hohohoooo....
results are out but my mail is lOsT somewhere...
hmm..
am i scared?
am i tensed?
am i excited?
am i emmmm......???
same answer to all of the following.
starting with N
and ending with an O
which forms together to be
N-O,
NO!!
why?.....
because i think i will do well?..
faint~ of cos NOT man...
actually i aso duno why lah..
lol
but i m jUsT not in the very least of getting tensed up!!
I have even thought of the subjects to take
When i met up with worst scenario!!
so ya...
and pLs dun make me
gan chiong, ppl!!!!
lol~
That is my point of view in getting result anytime sooner..
=]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Friday, September 07, 2007
10:31:00 PM
T_T sk T_T ----->disheartening N disappointment feeLs mOrE thaN aNgRy. . .
this is my nick for the night.
countless times i had said.
to different people.
but in the same way.
it is not as if the world or anybody owes me anything.
it is not because that i am just too pessimistic.
it is not because that i did something wrong.
But maybe,
it is just that emotions have overpowered my mind.
The ones closest to me,
other than my dear mum,
is friends.
And yet once and again,
...........................................................................
i really wondered.
I really really wondered,
if that is the reason to my introvert personality.
Perceived by people is my extrovert-ness.
Where no one will actually believe
the other real side of me.
逞强是我的强项,
逞强
使我能掩饰自己心里的不安.
逞强
使我能勇于向前走.
逞强
当然也带给我不少的
苦与乐,
欢笑与悲伤.
最可惜的是,
逞强
使我失去了一些些东西.
疑问哦!!
我可以继续这样地逞强吗?
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Monday, August 13, 2007
9:49:00 PM
it has been some time ever since i blogged.
i shall blog more when i reached hm though..
motive of blogging now is to wana leave some funny moments in e midst of my work life.
some dear dear ppl msg me this:
Hey does any1 wanna accompany me 2 marina 2moro n c how our $ goes up into e sky n burst into nothing? (exact words btw)
and my reply is:
Haha..i will be sitting comfortablely at marina dere watching tat man..Who knows u might just see me live on tv!=Pjust wana share..n leave sth for me to read when i looked back to my entries though..=]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
5:27:00 PM
O_o
it happened the second time.
it seemed still new to me as if it just happened.
as if it is just not long ago.
more than half a month.
20days.
480hours.
28 800mins.
it still seemed so fresh in my memory.
No way am i going not to tire myself before turning in.
or else my pillow will be wet in the next few moments.
Do you believe that when certain things happened once,
there will be a second time?...
and also the third time??
fourth time??? fifth time?..
but that's not the point i guess.
certain things are bothering me too.
maybe i guess i think too much?..
but who knows except the dang shi ren ba..
nonetheless..
there's 2 kinda things with mixed feelings in me though.
which bothered me.
let's just hope for the best in me
that i will think through n overcome the barriers obstructing me.
o_O
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Monday, July 09, 2007
7:12:00 PM
hmmm...my dear com break down again...before i can really continue e previous entry..
yeahhh and i din really bother to go n repair now though...hahaa..lazy ar...hmm but why m i able to write now is because i am using e company's com wo..but exciting lahh lol~cos gota watch out for ppl to minimise windows..=P
errrr...quite a lot of things happened from e previous week n of cos e last week....hmmm
quite hectic 2 weeks for me loo..
summary of 2main events tat happened e last 2 weeks...reali summary arrr
---->15th jun : bro's wedding
----> 19th jun: my dear maternal grandmother pass away
----> 21st jun: my dear maternal grandmother chu bing
yeahhhh.....very clear cut horx?...bout wat happened..hmm therefore i m taking time to heal e emotions deep down in me loo...yupa..
oh ya....to my dear bsb1 or to those who duno me tat well...you might feel tat i am happy-go-lucky, jovial or damn siao kind or those alittle extreme stuff on e surface...dun alwax assume tat i m having tat kind of feelings ehh....cos my character is just tat i wun reveal my sadness tat easily...if i m sad or damn down/emo/upset,i wun speak out loud until e whole thing's over... yupa...it's me lahh...although sum may argue tat one shld speak to ppl and dun bottle evreything within myself...but it is just tat it's hard lahh....hard to speak watever tat's happening at e moment laa...but at least i am able to say out when everything's over lahhh....2years back e road...i dun even mention anything out de loo...yeahhh
basically my feelings are quite obvious EXCEPT my sadness...i not happy w e person's doings or angry w ppl...i think i m quite obvious de lahhh....of cos happy moments are aso obvious to e ppl ard me...all except sadness/down-ness/emo-ness tat are more hmmm...yupaa..
shall update again soon soooon.....=]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Friday, June 29, 2007
7:47:00 PM
hmm...being sum time ever since i blogged ba?...because of my dEaR computer which break down simply at the wrong time eh?..hmm..but it is ok i suppose?..i din really miss it alot?..hahaa.. bUT bUT that's not e point..the point is that i fix the computer mYSeLf..yeah...MYSELF k?...simply with no help from anybody wo..whereby this time e computer has blue screen even after i reformatted it..hmm guess what did i do to it eh?..hmm...i dismantle e parts inside..ehh not reali dismantle bax..just take out e cover and touch here and touch there then put back the cover.. and i switched on the pc..and..aND........it worked!! hurray to mY skills man...lol~ bUT if u ever ask me to help u guys to fix e com then er er errrr...it's more advisable nOT to lahh..lol~ cos i m more familiarized with my com that's why i know it purposely defied me ba..gee~~~
3rd Jun..
although i updated le...but forget to add in sth...=P
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE HAN MENG QIN!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HWEE LI!!!!oh ya...add sum photo here first..

This is the chuan shuo zhong de glow in e dark de PuzzLe pin1 by chan N me!!! for ouR dEaR yvonne han....touched ba?...lol~

AND this is e oreo cheese-cake tat I yaa..
mS nG sOok Kim with e heLp of assistance of
cHaN xiu mInG...we completed it within an hr plus ba..cHeeRs!!=]
4th Jun...
not too sure if i updated it anot..but i went back home to change after 4days 3 nights of sleepover at chan's house.. faster faster change le then go n have tuition..sian~~ hahaa...buT that's the point though....after tuition received a call from recruit express asking me to go down for an interview..eh seriously horx..i dun even remember i contacted anyone from r.e from jtc de woo...bUT nonetheless..i went down with xiuming also lahh..after that we go marina to shop shop le...eh reali cant believe that we spend close to 3hrs at ebase sia..one shop only wo...i bought 2 bottoms and chan bought 3tops n 1 bottom i think..
yaa...after tat go raffles to meet si-mon and yy and shun bian see sister bryant working ehh.. then after tat go discuss sth then go cartel drink drink...geee sister boss le lo...treated me drink..=P
then after that go meet fongyu n chan again to further walk walk n eat eat...
oh ya...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BONING!!!!5th Jun..tues..
hmmm slacking at hm!!!!wahahaaaaa....e feeling is damn shiok lahh...lol~~ but with alot of nagging lah...xin ku my ears le lo..oOpX~~
and....
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WILRICK WONG!!!
(u wun get to see this though...lol~)
6th Jun..wed...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ICE POH WAN WEN!!!!!
tuition again..then went out in e afternoon before meeting e rest to celebrate ice's bdae.. meet yy si-mon at marina..dinner at c.a ehh...but sian lahh....birthday gal.....to be continued~
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
5:23:00 PM
booluluuuuu........
si bei sian looo..com bReak down AGAIN!!!!yesh...and i m using chan's laptop... hmm cos i staying over at her hse for an impt mission ehh..so from fri all e way to sun....i have been staying over at her hse..and now it's from fri till mon morning siaa..
how happening can i be eh?..hahaaa...busy busy...lol..
WED
job searching with chan...hahaa...initially confirm tat planner job de lahh...BUT BUT BUTtt aLL tanks to mY dEaR sch tat i thinka i ll lose e job opportunity sia...cos classes start on 26th Aug instead of 17th Sept...wahlaoooo....then now waiting for e data entry thingy lo...hOpE can gEt it mannn...N pray hard that i can type at a fast fast pace....*pray*
then after tat go meet x-horizon for dinner at Raku Nija at Citylink..not too bad lahh...thenafter tat alittle of pool session then go hm..
THURS aka Vesak Day
my mum and i went to my bro's place at punggol dere early in e morning..2 reasons for going over...discuss his wedding N going loyang temple after tat...suay thing is horx...i fell down on e empty rd while walking towards to his hse sia...faint~~~
*ting--1st orh cheh
then after tat go loyang temple..pray pray...3 different races combining into 1 temple..interesting..i even saw 2nos at e so called fortune stone sia..lol~~
then after tat go town meet von n her 2 cute frends...then meet jus with von for dinner... where jus' driving lahhh...her driving skills not too bad lahh...quite smooth..hahaa..oh ya..ironical thing is horx..cos we wana go eat punggol lasi lemak..then cant find e route or way..initially stuck at toapayoh then drive till potong pasir side..then reach dere with sister's alittle help drive to e right direction...BUT we thought we got lost when he hang up to work ehh....so we simply jus go simon rd to makan loo...THEN THEnnnn as we walked down e street we found it woo!!!BUT horx...we forget tat tat day is a public hoiday and it's NOT opened!!sian~~ in e end we ate at hong kong cafe dere...then talk talk go hm le...
FRI
happenening sia..lol~~morning go tuition then after tat go for a mini sub-meeting to discuss bout e youth-ified..after tat go meet my frend bsb eat mac lo then walk..we reali walk walk N walk sia...and that's where i ren4 my 3rd mum..lol~~~reason being cos he too luo suo le..to be exact...he talked exactly e same thing as my mum sia..faint~~oh ya....i thinka i quite clumsy aso lah...knock my knee against e car front thingy..
*ting--2nd orh cheh
after tat go chan's hse for stayover...then i realise tat my left foot had blister..sian lahh...cant walk much..then aso..tat's where my stayover marathon starts too..lol~~
anyw we spend ard 2+hrs to do 300pieces of puzzle for YVONNE HAN MENG QIN....for her present loo...hmm good attempt..hahaa..oh ya...duno wat happened..but tat nite i aso ren4 my 4th mum..then cos 4th mum in chinese is shi ma...not nice...sOoo called her wu ma...lol~~~
SAT
morning tat time..duno wat happened but i accidentally bang at e table at chan's hse...
*ting--3rd orh cheh
sian lahh...after tat went imm shop alittle before buying food for lok lok on sun..mel did a shocking thing...she accidentally dropped afew packets of satay sticks on my knee while we are squading down dere to choose which ones are e cheapest eh...i know tat of cos she's not on purpose..bUT..it's like..wahlaoo...got alittle blood lahh...faint~~
after tat go hm..fongyu N chan cook dinner woo...then me mel go wash plates..later at night..ard 11pm plus..then i start my making of oreo cheesecake...and success sia....lol~~~
then night time play nitendo wii...fun sia....gota test uR reflexive action...see u fast or not...i nOT bad sia...lol~~
SUN
prepare mini surprise for yvonne then ate lok lok....oh ya...i have jux tried out mayo N wasabi sauce..and it turned up to be thumbs up wooo...sooo happy...lol~~~
after tat initially going hm tat day de...BUT horx..chan's parents still overseas then her bro not coming hm..so i accompany her lo..how nice of me sia...lol~~~
CONCLUSION:
funny ba...stiLL got conclusion..abit dot dot dot ar...bUT it's ok..lol~
quite happy sia...although abit bu shuang bout being jobles...bUT stiLL...ya....
and horx...my 3 orh chehs can form a ren(ppl in direct translation) lah....so near each other...not forgetting e cuts on both of my legs....
aso...quite happy bout e happenings from fri till sun...ESPEC fri...hahaaa...
oh ya....i found out tat....gals reali shldnt think tooo much lahh....lol~~ reali...things may not be in e way tat u are thinking....soo think simpLy!!! lol~~ =]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Monday, June 04, 2007
1:52:00 AM
hmm...it's been such a loong time ever since i blogged horx?..haha 14days..bUT it's been a study period for me lahh...and my class ppl..e following are e evidence tat we studied woo BUT mostly are ermm e times tat we gOT high n started taking photos though...lol~~

evidence tat we studied k?...lol~~taken bY sister~

me n mY dEaR hUa......

YY n mE ehhh...=]

dis is SI-MON....a nicer pic of his...nOT soo uNcLe sia..=P

papa simon N mama yvonne....ooo..they reali quite pei horx?....oOpX~~~type wRoNgLy..bUT refuse to delete...lalalalaaaa =X

errr sister tRyin to act dUNo wat sia...refuse to look at camera...dOtX~~

YYSY n BTMH~~ dis one he looked at e camera sia...wahlaooo....biased sia.. =X

another time tat SI-MON n BRYANT took at e counter at Stansfield..bOtH look quite radiant siaa

OMG......dis "CoUpLe"...mOrE en ai than me n hua mannn....xiao hong N forever love somemore .. jitao faint~ =P

these aRe mY 2 tuition "kids" who did not pay uP for tuition fees for econs N maths N stats sia...

hua simon bryant(acting as if u owe him $$ like tat..OR wana fight w u like tat) faint~

the FU LU SHOU...aLL acting cUtE sia...whereby OnLy 1 is cute lo...which is mY dear hUa..haha

outside DOME....err we din study tat day..ended up chatting session sia...faint again~
photographer is me...lol~~gooda shot rite?...lol~

e 4 of us....ehh photographer's simon...angle sooo high siaa...
After stupid sian soci paper...we( hua yy salbiah ice weiyee sister si-mon) go bedok centre makan..it's aso e last day to hua's exams man...2nd last paper for e rest except for yy..still have 2 more...gambateh siaa~then after makan..i duN feeL like goin hm mahh....so go vivo city hang ard w hua n salbiah..hahaa...before tat we went daiso..salbiah bought her cold soba noodles...sooo gooda sia..lol~..after tat her boi boi came sia..we then leave her alone w him..bUT woa...herbf is reali ermmm...taLL....187cm sia..faint~~wHY aRe e gUYs in mY sociaL circle nOT tat tall one?...hmmm mUsT ask her intro mOrE taLL guys to me le... =P at e 3rd level..me n hua machiam photo-taking..alot of classic stuff happen to us lahh...faint~~hua..pLS dUN laugh at mE ar...it is a mistake though...booo~~hahaa

hua n me at..........................vivo city...initially stiLL has salbiah de...bUT ppl have erm le mahh..so we dUN disturb..lol~

hua posing siaaa....hahaa

can u see tat?....ouR eYeS are sooo damn BIG lahh..purposely one..haha

we like abit retarded like tat...lol~
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
2:15:00 AM
woaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....it's been such a loooooooooooooooooooong time ever since i blogged man...lol~half a mth wox...not because i dun ve connection or com down or spoilt....bUT i duno wat to blog lahx..lol~
hmm last 2 weeks ar?...like tat loo....sian sian N sian~~hahaa....
i jux remember myself in emo state sia...hahaaa....then horx...reei ask/tell me bout her probs..sum i can help but sum ya...ask ai qing zuan jia loo..hahaa...then the ai qing zuan jia reali "zuan jia" sia..hahaa...nonetheless...dere are certain things tat initial wo klan po le...but hmmm...ai qing zuan jia ma...speaking in another view...analyses w me...soo...clear sum stuff bax....hahaaa...
anyw.....i can foresee tat my pocket is going to have a HUGE hole when my exams are over man.. sian~~~~~going to do selective gatherings arr....=P
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
9:31:00 PM
nan dao wo you wo you chu lian le.....bu ke neng wo you wo you chu lian le...ke shi zhen de zhen de chu lian le zhe yi zhong feel...wo you zhen de zhen de chu lian le.........
hahaaaaaa..........nolahx...wo hai mei zao dao wo de ling wai yi ban...lol~~ i jux like...i mean luvv e song...by Mayday...Wo You Chu Lian le...lol~~~~
hmm last week i mean dis week....it's considered quite a peaceful week for me ehx....hahaa...no moRe problems arising...i m learning e process of filtering man...aNd it's rather useful lo..lol~~ to alota things..lol~~
woa...1 thing damn dOtX is bout messages...i jUx cant stand ppl replying jux one letter one lo..duno lahx...i know it's nOt mY business..BUT it's jUx like bu shuang ehx?..booo~~~~..then dere's dis person..funny lahx...close frend sumore lehx..replying me like 1 letter or 1 word...(where normally aso like tat lahx...but sum time ago i said if msg me in less than 5 words..then i dun reply le...and my dEaR frend...at tat period of time reali did reply w more than 5 words lahh...) THEN now horx..dOtX lahhh...either 1 letter oR 1 word......sooo i tell dis... " ...hmmm...jUx to tellu bax..sometimes ur short msgs ll reali make e reader very sian, very like duno how to follow up eh?..suan le...." exact words wox....aND guess wat mY dear dear frend reply........................
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I understand.
OMG sia....i show mY lover...and she dotX lahx...i mean are you sUrE u understand?....mY god~~"u say that u understand...bUt do u reali understand?...haix~~" tat's mY msn nick for e last 2 weeks...faint loo.....i mean it's like..u understand N yEt u still reply me such msg sia?....
haix~~~~~ni wu yao ke jiu le lahx.....=P.....mY lover stiLL e best horx....huuaaaaaaa~~~~~ hahahaaaa =P
oh ya...gOta blog bout dis man...friday night dinner damn funny and filling too ehxx?..din expect whampoa food to bE quite nice...hmm..shall be my dinner place with my lover le...haha...
eh to be exact horx...after dinner then start e laughter session...cos justina found e hawker quite hot so we proceed to one of e void deck to chit-chat sia...dere's one time....thinka laughing at ah hua one lah...
(adapted fRm justina's blog...copyright...only changed e names...hahaaa)
justina : eh, next time birthday come for drinks la..
hua: huh? only drinks ar??? no food ar?
justina: no la...
hua: then i bring myself lor..
then yy started saying..imagine people only drink, you there eating yourself!
and then justina added, and serve people food..
when people ask, where you get the food from..how come don't see any food around?
hua might reply, oh, i bring myself de..
ah hua aso lahh...funny lo she...talk tooo fast le lo...lol~~but dere's more funny thing coming after tat...
justina was LAUGHING so loudly at the playground..
then at the same time,
YY and I were like SHHHHHHHHHH very loudly..
then justina laughed even loudly..(duno wat happened to her lahx...faint)
then YY and I were like SHHHHHHHHHHHHH again very loudly..
and this thing prolly repeats like 3 or 4 times?(reali faint man...)
and ah hua also couldn't stop laughing..
cuz YY n i were practically shhhing justina at the same time..
ya..justina was laughing really loud lo..imagine under e void deck at ard 10++ pm at night man...
omg~~~imagine e scene man...bUt words cannot really describe the funny thing..
if only it is videotaped down....i duN think i can forget bout it man...lol~~~it's reali damn hilarious lahx....aiyoooo
hahaaaa
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, April 15, 2007
12:55:00 PM
mUsT bLog bout dis man...hahaa...
Yvonne says:
eh
Yvonne says:
if got anyone bully u.
Yvonne says:
let me know
Yvonne says:
i go whack tat person upside down
Yvonne says:
no need tell me anyth de
Yvonne says:
just tell me who.
Yvonne says:
i go whack can liao
Yvonne says:
i support u no matter what k?
woaaa...touched sia...i luv u.....yvonne han aka ah meng =P!!!hahaa..tat's why i say sec sch frends aRe stiLL e closest!!! lol~~espec those frends tat u make in sec1...=]
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Monday, April 09, 2007
11:20:00 PM
still had quite a no of photos to upload...bUT last few weeks lazy lahx..but this week cos too many things happen le...din reali get to upload lo..hmm shall do tat sooon...
hmmm.....
"who like to be maligned by others?..certainly nOt me man.."
tat's my nick on msn foR e past few days...
hmmm.....
aLL i can say is dUn test my patience bax...
hmmm.....
experienced being back-stabbed before..
hmmm.....
dUN wish to "experience" it again....
hmmm.....
dUN let me gEt involved in unnecessary things...
hmmm.....
things tat are nOt beyond my control...
hmmm.....
dUn say things tat u assume it is to be....
hmmm.....
face/reputation to me is impt.....
hmmm.....
dUN ever HuRt me
hmmm.....
i canT take e bLoW...
hmmm.....
aNd dUN let me take e bLoW
hmmm.....
cOs i wUn know wAt i ll do...
hmmm.....
i respect u...
hmmm.....
by tolertating u....
hmmm.....
dUN think tat i m soft in nature....
hmmm.....
i m nOt...........
hmmm.....
dUN eVeR uNdEr-esTimaTe me.....
hmmm.....
dUN test me tooo.....
hmmm.....
i m gONa gEt out of this...
hmmm.....
i repeat........
dUN involve me with unnecessary things....
I SINCERELY THANK YOU FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION.
*dUN ask me anything regarding this entry...it's jUX simply mY thoughts n feelings...nO use probing any further as it wun solve e problems...so i might as well...ya....*
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, April 08, 2007
1:06:00 AM
finally updated my photos le...below are the photos of e celebration cum presents given:.......... find urs inside bax?...hahaa...=]

here aRe aLL mY presents given by my dear dear frends...... =]

1stly...here aRe my dear X-HORIZON give me de..
pink cute box with bear bear holding flowers is given my lao da, Xiuming
earrings in plastic bag is given by lao er, Grace
purple box is given by lao san, QianNi
winnie e pooh wrapper is lao si & lao liu, Melissa and Yvonne
plasitc bag at e bottom right side de is given by lao qi, FongYu..

REVEAL aLL presents given by them!!!......

Next is my uni class give me dex....=]

=]

1stly is Caiyan, Ice, WeiYee, Bryant & Yuan Long give me de....guess wat they give me?..

it's slippers!! err pink ones..e 1st time wearing quite comfortable ehx?..but wedges er...tooo thick le la...i cant walk properly sia..then horx..in front dere...hurt alittle of my toes wox..but nvm lahx...quite nice lahx...

next is dear sister bryant give me dex...on it written: A little gift frm me..Hope you like it..
eh..use blue pen to write sia..no sincerity ar u sister?...hahaa..kidding lahx...ehh wat's it lehx? .......guess guess?.........

oooo...it's necklace...quite nice wox....butterfly de wox...hmmm think w/o yy's help dun think dis sister ll know how to buy man...hahaa...nontheless tanks tanks tanks... =]

dis big box + card + earring given by Yue Hua, Justina, Yvonne, Josephine & Si-Mon
wat is it inside ar?....hmmm guess guess guess?????

Inside e card...touching siaaaa

and..........e big box is actually....DVD-Player!!!!!!!! Philips some more....OMG~~~ tanks alot man....fRm now on i cAN watch dvds le....wow~~~~

above are given by KaiLing, Yong Wei and Wee Kia (fRm left to right)...let's guess wat's inside. . .

it's............necklace , bracelet and...earrings!!!!! woaaaaa....

nice combination horx?...hahaa~

3 necklaces received dis year..QianNi's , Wee Kia , Bryant ......purple orange purple!!! hahaa... PuRpLe!!!!!!!!!!!hahaaaa~

earrings received dis year...Grace's , Yvonne Yip's , Kai Ling's......... aLL aSo very the nice wox... =]
On the 3rd April' 07..my dear dear X-Horizon celebrated birthday with me at Just NoOdles...I had a woooonderful time with them man..there's no stopping of laughter, conversations, silence.. all we had were laughter..and MoRe laughter...conversation...and mOrE conversation.. tat's why ec sch frends...aRe the bEsT..u might nOt teLL them everything...bUt...once in awhile meeting up with them ll reali liven up ur mood..espec when u R down..when being w them ll be different ehx?...hmmm...i luuuvvvvvvvvv u alllll =]

mY sPeCiaL cake created DIY by myself!!! hahaa frm gelare....very nice loo...special aso...but horx...e rest complained tat i have no artistic sense sia...boo~~hahaaa

e difference btw yvonne and chan is.....the way they eat pudding...chan uses her dear straw to drink it...whilst yvonne uses e normal ppl's way---use spoon...

Melissa QianNi FongYu....
*grace went back sch to do her report*
wahahaaaa..PEPPER LUNCH...............here i cum...hahaa..i REALI love ah hua man...know tat i had been craving it for soooo looong....and on my bdae say go peper lunch sia...i m sooo happy ...cos i loooove corns!!!hahaaaa =P

tat's mine.....salmon i think..gee gee geee

Yvonne mixing her chicken...in a rather serious face ehx?...hmmm

and this is my dear dear ah huuuuaaaaaaa.....hahaaa

seee....ppl eat till soo orderly and soo clean...

and look at dis....OMG sia....sooo messy sia...hahaaa~~ ah hua ar ah hua........=P

and mine....aso sooo neat sia.....lol~~
In the morning...i went to sing k-lunch with caiyan ice n weiyee..at jurong east de K...early in e morning then i confirm know tat we are going je de k-box...nonetheless..quite fun lahx..gee tanks...=]

this is my dear cake by them...lemon cheese cake...e above decorations are actually fRm our k-lunch de....bUt quite cute lahx...=]

the candle is lit up. . .

here i m...stun by them....lol~

me with the funny cute cake..

will u make a wish..make a wish...ya...here i am...making a wish... =]

the slippers...are given by them...with the cake...

weiyee caiyan ice me...

=]
HERE....i must tank e following ppl for remembering my birthday...and sending sms to me...wishing me in person...in msn...etc etc....hahaaa tanks tanks tanks...*find ur name inside bax...hahaa*ANG YUH SHIN...he msg me 1 day before..as he's going outfield e next day(which is my bdae) i soo touched sia..hahaa
SOH YUE HUA aka ah hua....mY dear one...bEing e 1st one oN e dOt to msg me sia..geee....
JUSTINA TAN......wish me in msn...and singing birthday song to me tooo....i can imagine her singing in front of me aso wox...tanks~hahaa
YVONNE YIP....wish me in msn aso...together w justina....lol~
CRYSTAL PAN XUE MIAN.......din expect her to remember sia...geee...
YEE KAI LING...funny sia..she said welcum to her twenties' club sia....hahaa...i M stiLL twen-teen!!!!my spelling nO good one...hahaaa
BRYANT TAY MUAN HONG aka sister bryant...he aso another one...wat envy me still soo young sia...as if u very the old like tat...*faint*
CHAN XIU MING...........ya....u are aso my very bang4 de frend!!!!geee
MELISSA TAN HUI QI........simple...bUT sweet...geee
LILIN aka my da sao...hahaaa...she funny sia...say i m oUt of teens yr le..lalalaaa...i M twen-teen!!!hahaa...n alittle dotx ar?..say hope tat i meet my e other half sooon...=P
THAYALINI...............another one asking me to find a bf soon......booo~~ hahaa...
HANNAH CHEONG LING EN..........my lesbian partner....another one emphasize tat "someone 20 le"...tanks ar...hahaa
TAN YISIN......wOAAAAAAaaaaa...she actually remembered sia.................................hahaaa tanks tanks tanks.....
CHRISTINE TAN................quite stun to receive her wishes for me wox...
JOANNA LIN XIN YI...............woa.....u remembered tooo....oooo..iii miss u.....hahaa..looong time din meet u le...espec after i move hse...haix~~
JIAN WEN..........mY dear sister!!!!!having the same birth day n birth time with me!!! except at different venues lahx...hahaa..dUn forget ur this twin sister k?..=]
KAM FONG YU.....eh..u R nOt e last one to wish me wox...hahaaa
JOE...wished me in msn...geee..
NG SHI JIA............my dear jc cla classmate...sooo stun tooo....
CHIN AIDI......forget to msg me on my bdae sia...hahaa..it's okkk..got sincerity can le..=]
LEE CAIYANICE POH WAN WENWONG WEI YEE >>>>>>>>>wishes me when met up with me on tat morning...
JOSEPHINE FONGSABEENA wishes me in class...
LOH WEE KIA....wished me at a very very late date sia....=P
hmmm...aLL i can say is horx... this year...those ppl that i dun expect to wish me msg me..but those who i expect to din do soo..hmm~~interesting horx?..
^_^ sk ^_^
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
2:15:00 AM
found dis in his blog..tanks ar....hahaaa~~ya...i missed those np days to man...when i took dis dear squad....hmmm.....and they created DIS song...fOr me....alamak~~hahaaa
sean edited it in sec 2 i think )
If i were a sook kim son
If i were to marry
I'll marry a sook kim daughter
more than anybody
cause she can sook
i can sook
we can sook together
in the middle of the night
sooking one another ...
adapted frm...
http://www.ebloggy.com/blog.php?username=LoNeWoLFgood memories are alwax unforgetable man....hmmmm......
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2:10:00 AM
had a terrible week dis week......fRm sunday aLL the way to today...haix~~ hope dis week ll pass sooon sooooon mann...
duno why...it's like machiam..when nearing my bdae..it's either got things happen before or ll happen after tat one...then i duno whether being affected or wat...ll feel emotinoal de loo...ya..thinka frm jc tat time till now ehx?...hmmm
ydae.....for e 1st time...cant guarentee ll happen in e future anot...but soooo far....ya.... for e 1st time..i broke down for like 3/4 of e journey home....whereby e journey's like 1+abit hr...haix~~ i think horx..if one day u see a person de tears keep dropping...how ll u feel?..or wat ll u do?...
hmmm too much emotions le...breaking down like machiam tap spoil like tat...cant stop.....maybe waiting plumber to cum to repair ehx?...hmmmm
pLs mannn.........let me get out of aLL e problems faced...free of worries...free of problems..
searching back the once me...............
searching.............................................................
still searching...................................................................
hmm i believe i can do it de bax?....as long as one of my principle is strong enough?which is... 'one ear open one eye close' hahaaa...
i believe myself...........zuo zui hao de de de......lalalalala...................................forget lyrics le...
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1:41:00 AM
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone.(i didnt wox) You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off.(quite true ehx...lol~~but same like jo de lehx..) It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.(quite truE for this one..)
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.(er....sound familiar tooo..like jo's like tat sia...)If u all wana see my "pretty" art...then go see dis ba..hahaa
http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=486901&houseHash=72fcfc0a25c142bda0a34fd5c6f9a634Hmm....i very bored mah....sooo go do dis test looo....anyw i shalll post photos online same same ba....lol~~~
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Friday, March 30, 2007
2:25:00 AM
hmmm......if wana see how a good cheerleading team is...do checka out dis link ehx?.... hahaa.... good lehx....
best sunshine award, best team spirit award, & 1st runner up for Cheerobics 2007 sia...hmm well done lele....=]
http://youtube.com/results?search_query=KR+Steppers+Cheerobics+2007&search=Search
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
12:19:00 AM
yeah~~~my com's back to normal!!! i m back to human in msn!!! no more dc-queen!!! hurrrayy... reason being i re-formatted e whole com again...tedious ehx?...but everything's back to normal!! tat's very the good...geee~~
JUX IN CASE.....u duno wat to get for me horx...gee...i shall write up afew things bax..wahhaaa.. and of cos...sin
cerity lahx...big things small things it's okk...but with tat sincerity in u...i ll be touched n happy loo...=]
1) DVD PLAYER!!!!!!! top in list man....cos i m like quite out-dated ehx?...no dvd player or dvd-rw...so damn lay-back sia...haha..i no money to buy lahx...if ask parents to buy they aso nOt willing loo...COS in e end i m still e one making full use of it loo...wahhaaa...soo tat's my biggest wish if anyone is willing to sponser me...=P
2) ermm...body scrub bax?..haha....cos mine like spoil soon...lol~~
3) lip-gross cUm lip ice...i m trying to find dis kind lahx..whereby u apply on ur lips is cool cool one...AND e colour is watery kind..shimmery(thinka spelling wrong ar) kind loo......
4) necklaces/hand-made earrings??...... who ll get tired of them?...hahaa who ll had enough of them?....sooo no matter how many i recieve..i still happy lahx...
5) bags/shoes lo...reason is e same as e above...
6) MONEY!!!!!hahaa....e mOsT practical ones....lol~~
seriously.........i duno wat i want aso looo....cos i m more practical mahx...hmm................ those other things tat i want...where/how can ask ppl to get for me dex?..rite?.....lol~~
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Monday, March 26, 2007
1:49:00 AM
youuuuu whoooo......it's been such a loong time ever since i post an entry le... hmmm..reason being...as usual lahx...keep dc-ing..sian lahx...bUt too bad for me lo..maybe it's asking me to go n study ehx?...wahaha~~
hmm..let me update alittle...I aso duno start frm where man…lol~~ hmm.. let me start with mock exam 1st..
hmm soci n ibm I din go..soci cos..wth man...kana locked inside hse sia...mum took my keys out..tanks to her sia....ibm ar?...haix~~ Sunday stomachache din study...so go aso no use sia...gotten back results...hmmm....din expect my results to be like tat for maths n econs sia...(haven got back stats) for maths horx...I careless sia..sum qns lahx...can actually score even higher de lo..wth...hmm...disappointed for tat..din perform up to my std ehx?..alamak~~ econs ar?...haix~~ duno wat to say sia..no face to see Sandra lo..haha...actually...although dere’s a huge difference in my marks..BUT I feel tat I did better dis time than e previous one..reason being I din get any zero for all e qns tat I attempt...wat does dis show man?..tat I actually know my stuff!!! Haha~~BUT BUT BUT....i din study hard enough...lol~~that’s why results are disappointing..then stats horx...no eyes see aso..haha...dear dear swarmi haven finish teaching then ask us take exam le..fantastic ar?...exam qns mostly aso cant do de lo..alamak~~*faint sia*
tat’s enough for studies man....let’s proceed to ermmm leisure time...
my dear dear class had a 2days 1 night chalet last week...14thMarch n 15th March...hmm bbq quite successful loo...quite a no of ppl went...which is a good thing!! =] hmm...got one thing quite “memorable” during e bbq sia..ice weiyee bryant chin guan n me go walk walk during bbq..then ice weiyee horx...very the dotx loo...keep wanting to take photo of me and sister…BUT then horx...cg duno wat’s happening lah…then quite slow aso..kana scolded by wy..lol~~but gd tat he’s slow..oOpX~ I must say here..wy n ice ar…u two horx…未免太无聊了吧?initial group photo right….edit into only me n sister only… wat the…ice sumore put as dp in msn sia..woa~lucky my other side frends duno u two man..otherwise my reputation/face gone le gone le…sad ar…emo ar…all feelings cum out le..hahaaa..oh ya…back to e beach..ice wy n me want to throw b into e sea one…for e fun of it loo…bUT his force strong sia…haha..3gals VS 1 dumb dumb = LOSE~~ haha~not exactly lose lahx..cos dear dear ice suggested filling e bottle with sea water then pour onto him loo...kui ice think of tat man..tat’s hOw dRy person become a wEt person...then horx..under e light horx...ice n me found tat woa...dere’s like scatches on out hands/legs sia...sister de jie zuo..tanks to him...oh ya....must mention dis sia...lol~~ in e midst of pushing him into e sea horx...wy did sth funny sia...wahhaaa...shldnt elaborate here..for e sake of protecting e ppl’s image =X...*wth rite?...hahaaaa*
then horx..more n more ppl aRe leaving...left pathetic 6ppl..namely ah hua..drunk yy, anglea, si-mon n me…b left at 2+am sia...before he’s gone..we played drinking game la..but I din drink lahx..(wahlao~u(someone lahx) dun believe me sia..i reali din drink tat night lo..boo~~)ya..i din drink cos I not ok mahx..watch them drink sia..then after b’s gone..ah hua n I are sitting outside bbq-ing food..i mean continue lo..haha cos I din eat earlier on due to my flu-ness making me nO appetite..then ard 2++ I suddenly feel hungry loo…then got left over bee-hoon n STINGRAY!!! Ya…hahaa..ah hua n I machiam old couple like tat sitting down to bbq sia..lol~~then I bbq-mashmarrow for her..hahaa it’s soooo soft inside man…cos I know how to bbq mah…lol~~I can still remember e taste man..AH HUA>>..can remember anot?...lol~~ after tat continue to play majong loo…dis one must aso mention man…for e sake of those who left early or not inside e hse…out dear yy is like duno wat happen to her loo….see ppl then nuan on them le..biggest “victim” is si-mon..hmm SI-MON...NI ZUAN DAO LE WOX~~hahaaa=P then majong tat time aso funny loo...whole situation is like tat...ah hua wana pong my tile..BUT HORX....duno why lehx..SI-MON(again) continue to play lehx...ignoring her loo..wth sia...then ah hua like “ji dong” THEN knocked against part of her tiles “showin off” her tiles..then yy n I machiam like laugh till wana stomach pain loo...ah hua soo clumsy sia...then kana ignored aso..very dOtX sia...
ya...I think horx..our class horx...dun reali like chalet de lehx..machiam like no one wana stay over de lo...sian~~bUt horx...duno when’s e next time we gona ve such bbq man..espec with sooo many ppl leaving stansfield to sim sia...hmmm~~I still haven decide sia..
then dis week revision week start le...thinka I ve learnt alittle on focusing lo..i mean I had become more concentrate in doing my things..not so easily distracted wox..good thing bax?..hOpE I can continue dis man..=P initial 3 school days..nOw bcome 4 sia..alamak~~
did sum studies dis week wox..gOOd improvement..kEEp it up sk!!! Wow~self-motivation sia...lol~~zi wo an wei aso..hahaa..
hmmm too bad I din let u build ur airport ar?...nearly sia...=P let me wait till so long n I nearly cant get to watch movie...n nearly cant reach hm wox...bUt u R lucky..haha~~ tanks for e present tooo.....1st time I m receiving it soo soon sia...=P
oh ya...recently dere’s stalker lahx..i can sense it man...hahaaa...sister ar...dun bE so k-po lahx..wana spy on me sia..alamak~~ how u know I wun be at e control rm spying u instead?..haha~~I know u wun be reading dis soo I shld write mOrE “bad” things bout u...hahaaa...u dumb dumb~~alwax kana bully by those 2cute gals..hahaa...I gona dig out ur k-box ugly stuff man...lalalaaaaaa =P
thinka I wrote a lot sia...looong entry...hahaaa....oh yaaaa COUNTING DOWN to my saying bye-bye to teenage years....OMG~~~~~~~~8 more days!!!!! =/
^_^ sk ^_^
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
1:49:00 PM
我觉得我自己变得不像我自己了喔。。开始翘课了哦。。有模拟考试,也没去。这很不像我的作风耶!唉。。我应该要检讨检讨了!!
话说回来。。比起以前的我,我以前就算做完了考卷。。我都不会先交上去的。。但如今的我。。不到时间时却交上去了。。或许是我觉得这只是模拟测验,所以我并没有很认真地去考吧。。这是很不对的哦!!唉~我好像自己打自己的嘴巴似的。。明知道我这样的想法,做法是不对的,但我却还这样做。。我真的是 ~~~~~
我希望接下来的几个星期我会加倍努力,不然的话就会浪费很多的时间和钱哦!!
淑琴...加油加油加油!!!.....................
大家也一样要加油噢!!!=]
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Monday, March 05, 2007
3:16:00 PM
Hmm sian eh...my stupid connection duno wat happen sia...i can see ppl type wox...but horx others cant see me type lo...wahlaox...at tat point of time feel soo emo n down man.....i m jux like a ghost able to see familiar ppl ard me..able to hear their conversations….but I jux cant talk or voice out my opinion and I m invisible at all... how sad can it be man..wahlaox....reali sad man.....imagine everything ard u are movin..but no one is able to see u the lest talk to u...haix~~ I hope dis day wun cum soo sooon man...although I know I cant control dis kind of thing lahx..
I still remembered...there’s times when I think that if I suddenly die...will I regret anot... the ans is different now as compared in the past man..
in the past.....I will think awhile n then say out loud tat I wun regret...cos I feel tat wat I had then are good enough already..i wun ask for more...总之,那时候的我算是蛮天真的吧。。根本没想那么多,毕竟该有的我多有了啦。。有什么好后悔的呢?(那时的我,并没有把爱情婚姻“放”进我的想法)
And now...if e same qn is asked again..i can say tat I will pause for some time n say that it’s not bout regret or wat..but I think I cant bear to lose to death..as in 我会很舍不得我现在所拥有的。。如果死神就这样把我带走的话,我会很不甘心吧。不是说我还没做很多的事情,而是我就是舍不得这个世界,我身边的朋友,我的事情吧!我会很依依不舍吖!*sob sob*
NONETHELESS.........i think it’s bEsT to EnJoY eVeRy mOmEnT tat u had nOw..bE it happy or sad..bE it having exams or having holidays..bE it single or double...bE it bored or not...bE it.......one still gota live to his/her life to e fullest in e present..it may be hard not to think of e past espec those unhappiness or sad memories...but u shld cover those sad memories with those happy cheerful memories..be it tat ur no of sad memories surpassed e no of happy memories...tRy to keep thinking of e happy ones.. LIFE is like a puzzle...u gota fix the bits and pieces of e puzzle urself...n aso with e help of e pp ard u..dun reject them as ur bits and pieces of e puzzle are aso theirs..everyone has their own...=]
Hmmmmmm........suddenly quite emo bax...and suddenly feel tat I haven catch up with sum close frends...like jo hannah lele yisin crystal etc....hmm shall meet up one day with them...oh ya..i jux remembered I saw lele n zizi e other day performing at chingay..and I m like..wow..soo glad to see them...hahaa..oKkkk......before my final exams..gona meet up with them..=]
And PLS..................COM.......be more obedient can?....dun keep dc-ing or suddenly auto-restarting.................................tanks sooo much for ur co-operation.....=P
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11:59:00 AM
wahlaox...............dotx by 2 things n embarassed by 1 thing today sia....
1st thing...dotx by how a minor msg of "wat do u think of me" can blow up e matter.... "interesting" sia....
Sorry guys,
On 28022007 at about 1700hrs to 1730hrs you guys did gotten a sms say "what to you think about me" that person that send this sms was not me it's was one of my major who sent this sms as soon as this is blow up alot was call up to find out who use my hand phone to sent to you guys and the major was demoted due to his action section 45.2 chapter 9.2 his now was 2LTA and his posting has to step down from his dog wing 2IC.
I'm really sorry of what he did to you guys and also my careless of letting this happen
It's up to you guys to forgive me if you guys are pls let me know by sms and etc.
pLs ppl......comment!!!!!! DOTX rite?????..............
2nd thing....wth lo.....tat cyw horx....say wat y.f dun think can continue to do le..hmmm........ tanks to dis sentence tat makes me feel more firm w my decision.....dun feel like elaborate man...
and bout my embarrassed part horx....is that i leave one of my slippers on e stairs when i were walking down sia...damn pai seh sia..somemore got ppl looking..haix~~
and pLs ppl...............
currently i din like anyone lahx.....wth....
YY n AH HUA!!!!can see e words in BOLD ANOT?...hahaaa.......
^_^ sk ^_^
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Friday, March 02, 2007
12:15:00 AM
damn hungry now sia...hmmm good tat my hse got cornflakes.... anyw actually i have quite ano of photos to upload...for eg chingay lahx...forget le lahx....ll upload again bax...lazy to update aso ar....
will tRy mY best to upload bax...gee~~~
^_^ sk ^_^
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
12:42:00 AM
By right we shld be study at TCC de...but horx... it seemed out to be a photo-taking session?..haha to be exact onLy one person got study sia...continue to look lo..to find out who's studying...dUn be stun sia..haha...BTW justina yuehua yvonneyip bryant jos n me are present...dO make a guess before scrolling down wox..haha =P

da tou zao

aLL oN smiLes!! =]

actually is duno who ask me to hug de lo..i must say here tat i m nOt e one who started de horx..ms ah hua!!haha

..::me yvonne yuehua::..

..::sMiLeS::..

e one who started it first....

we stiLL baby ar....needa suck thumbs...pardon us pLs...

ah hua---the new milkmaid ar?...

1st terrorist..

terrorists aTTackiNg!!!

who is this cuuute baby doing in TCC wox?...=P (i think i sure kana scold one lol~)

wat's she doing?...

while everyone's sooo engrossed in photo-taking...poor bryant gota study fOr his maths..haha (have u guess correctly?..haha)

..speak no evil.. hear no evil..

BANG!!! terrorist attack!!!

oOpX...finger "bandaged" tiLL sooo big sia...haha~

relaxed after studying...*whew*

geee~

=me bryant jos=

..::gRp pHoTo::..

yy n me stoning leavin yh to smile on her own sia..haha

ultRaman in acTion

murdering yh...

sHoWiN yh wat's e expression of being murdered..haha
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Friday, February 23, 2007
11:46:00 AM
in case u cant watch from the above.. this is the url..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SfBEXjQynY
reali ar...this is funny...
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
6:32:00 PM
haPPiiii cHiNeSe nEw year to eVeRyoNe!!!=] may everyone blessed with gOOd fortune, prosperity, love, joy, happiness etc etc...for the coming new lunar new year!!!=]
hmm~ reunion dinner...
eh..er..err..different feeling dis time lo..cos my bro moved out to nEw hse with hhis wife mahx..hmm~ 1st time eating steamboat(every year without fail we will eat dex)with only parents..haix~ alittle quiet wox...cos i remember i used to "fight" with my bro with food dex..if i say i dun miss him ard..then i guess i will be lying bax..bUt i din show it out too much lo...bUt ok lahx..he cum on 18th which is ydae ehx?..with lilin da sao..then liveli abit..
hmm..thinking wat ll happen if i moved out aso??...i think mUsT make it a pt tat reunion dinner definitely mUsT cUm back to eat with them man..and hear yh say her reunion dinner used to cook by her grandma one..then after her grandma passed away..no one cook le..hmm dis makes me alittle xin suan wox..cos reunion dinner is ALWAX cooked by my mum..fRm young dex...hmmmm i shld pick her sUm of her cooking skills man..HMMM~~
another thing tat's quite memorable is the angpows given by my parents..i remembered i used to compare e $$ with my bro de lo..when dere's a big difference de hua..i ll complain de lo...why his is more than me...hmm~then a couple of years back..dad's business no good..then sth happen lahx...lead to my bro nOt happy lo..whoLe family erm hmmmm.....suan le bax...sUm problems arising lo...haix~hOpE it's getting better sOOn bax...=]
hmm quite bored wox...haix~cny to me is more boring than any other days ehx?..
aiyooo..no ppl for me to visit..sUmOrE next week mock lahx..aiyoo...sian sia..plus i lazy lahx..dUn feeL like going out aso..hmmmmmm......a boring life tat i planned for myself...hmm sian~ hOpE i can find sUm goals for my next coming weeks bax..gambateh!!
oh ya........gota blog dis thing..haha..eh can say i harsh or cruel lahx..bUt horx...u like another gal tell me for wat ar?..u say cham ar..u fall deeply for her..bUt tell me for wat ar?..aiyoo..u shld tell her mahx..very the dotx lehx..espec i nOt soo close to u..only close to her mahx..then sumore horx..u confirm no chance de lo...cos she attached le mahx..hOw u want me to tell u?...being toOo straight-forward is nOt my principle wox..cos i dun wana hurt ur feelings ehx?...hmm..so it's better for me to tell u tat 70% she treated u as an ordinary frend lahx..u can try your luck on e rest of 30% lo...can rite?....i think better bax..i hope u wun cUm asking me bout her things man...alamak~dUn wana be involved in middle person thingy...tired lehxx..if wana ask anything regardin bout her...ask her urself lahx...alamak~it's nOt as if u duno her like tat..u dun have her number like tat..aiyoo...=P hahaa dis cupid association de member(me) nOt efficient one..hahaa cant let ice know tat i din do work ehx?..haha....bUt horx..if she's nOt attached i stiLL able to help u lo...bUt bUT bUT tooooo bad...haha =P
PLSSSSSsssssss make me realise sUm of my goals/ meanings in life man...to make myself nOt soo boring for the next coming weeks..hmm bsb nOt doing work aso......forget it bax~~
^_^ sk ^_^
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Monday, February 19, 2007
12:08:00 PM
ARGH. . . . . . . . . .
i am soooooo damn bored lo.... nth interest me man. . . .
haix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sUm oNe pLs rescue me ... fRm dis boredem...
sUm oNe pLs suggest me things to do...
sUm oNe pLs entertain me...
sUm oNe pLs enlighten me...
sUm oNe pLs . . . .
haix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i think i am a gonecase le lahx...
finding absolutely nTh interesting/exciting things to do
finding my life sooo boring...
finding..........
stiLL finding..........
and finding..................
stiLL cant find anything interesting...haix~
^_^ sk ^_^
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Friday, February 16, 2007
11:24:00 PM
suddenly realize tat i din upload any pics on re_y_ling day de paper making..so here it is..ermm grp photo de lahx..haha..

almost all yec members at recycling day..grp pic

w_lr_ck requested to take again..

this one too...
*e 1st one horx..w_lr_ck , wee k_a n grace nOt ard..
*e 2nd/3rd one horx..wee k_a n chan nOt ard..
^_^ sk ^_^
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
2:38:00 AM
last week i had been going for dating sessions with e following ppl..quite bored though...doing e registration..sit dere slack only lo..sian..haha...getting paid for studying, eating n slacking...my dates nOt too bad ar?..haha~=P

the labelling nOt too bad horx?...haha

i m taking care of dese countries wox...gee

renfang cindy nic dawn

lini yuxin renfang me

me n easter...

lini n eileen in action

cute gal...plus cute guy frm thailand..future doc...nOt too bad looking lahx..haha

me with sweden doctor called Jonas Mordquist =]

lini her n yuxin

pretty lady beside me...she outstanding sia..=P
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1:42:00 AM

zooming in to e pic...e car plate's actually gOnE!!aiyooo..

an accident outside vivo city ydae night...taken frm e bus
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
11:10:00 PM
i LUV this soong man..my fav song after superwoman..bai ting bu yan song..
hmmmm.......below are the lyrics in case u cant see..haha =P
超喜欢你-☆飞轮海☆☆花样少年少女主题曲☆ ☆词:陈信延曲:杨子朴 编曲:陈台证☆
心跳快得很可怕 呼吸大到有气压手心冒汗可以浇花(可以浇花)生活变四格漫画 喜怒哀乐被放大身不由己没有办法(没有办法)怎么可以这样怎么可以这样疯狂怎么可以这样怎么可以这样爱超出了想像就算世界与我为敌 我超喜欢你超喜欢你不能分离 我只相信这个真理百无禁忌万夫莫敌 我超喜欢你我慢慢不能清醒 终于不想清醒根本不用清醒这个恶作剧想要对你说的话 身体由已替我表达一旦爱了不能作假(不能作假)一度觉得很头大 怀疑细胞有偏差可是爱了没有办法(没有办法)就是可以这样就是可以这样疯狂就是可以这样就是可以这样爱超出了想像就算世界与我为敌 我超喜欢你超喜欢你不能分离 我只相信这个真理百无禁忌万夫莫敌 我超喜欢你我慢慢不能清醒 终于不想清醒根本不用清醒这个恶作剧想我超喜欢你 是我放在心里好久的秘密我不敢告诉你 甚至没有勇气说服我自己我问一问上帝 要怎么突破我们之间的距离站在原地是友谊 往前一步又怕吓到你我号称黄金右脚横冲直撞天下无敌自由来去 怎么踏进这个禁区马上败在你手里就算世界与我为敌 我超喜欢你超喜欢你不能分离 我只相信这个真理百无禁忌万夫莫敌 我超喜欢你我慢慢不能清醒 终于不想清醒根本不用清醒这个恶作剧 (x2)
^_^ sk ^_^
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
11:55:00 PM

"huhx...my turn to drink again ar........why normal scissors paper stone i still will lose to justina one?...haix~"

"wahlao....dis is sooo strong man..........argh..."

"dammit.....think i drink it with one gulp bax.....wo ren ming le....."

the expression of da jie justina...VICTORY...after managed to guan4 zui4 yvonne...haha...

sey already after 1 or 2rounds sia.......

finaLi..........our tan da jie...justina gets to drink.....FINALI sia....

tat's yvonne yip posing after alittle dRunk.....n of cos where she managed to let tan da jie dRink lo..finaLi.........

me yuehua n jos taking pic....ppL drinking we take photos lo...haha...=P

"Happy 21st Birthday Yvonne.....Love Daddy & Mummy"
woaaaa.....sweet sia....hmmmm i jealous wox..=P

posing together with her birthday cake...21 le wox!!!! haha

wahhhh hold daikon tiLL so tight sia.......nO wOnDeR lahx....daikon frm ERM mahx..
i din say it's fRm simon one ar...i reali din say...

happy ppl...this is e time where yvonne is quite drunk though...after 2rounds?..i forget le..haha

finaLi one fuLL pic of everyone else..gee
*above de captions is i see e photo say de horx...nO oFFeNcE ar... =P *
^_^ sk ^_^
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
11:12:00 PM
hmm...main topic for e past week...
WHY DO PPL KEEP MAKING ME ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED WTIH THEM?..
it all started out last tues when i was soOo ready to go watch a movie..which i had been saying like for quite sUm times le?..yup...bUt nOt achieved..reason being..no money..nOt tat i ve nO money..bUt e ppL initially promised ones budget..promised le..then shld keep yr promise lo..if u tell me a day b4hand tat budget tight cant go movie..THEN i sure ok lo..nvm lahx..cos i can alwax go find other ppl watch de lo..BUT BUT BUT...it's only i reached dere..happily finished lunch then i asked THEN they say..WTH lo....i reali sian diao lahx..suan le lo...
then wed..supposingly say tat ll go n have dinner after lessons..n aso hang ard.. which is why i DID NOT put my tuition date on tat wed lo..n guess wat?....tiLL the VERY last min when they headed to their own destination without waiting for me..they say sth like going sumwhere buy things then go hm.. thanks alot lo....for doing such thing to me...consecutively...n yes lahx..u did apologise...cos of yr not feeling well..fine lo..i accept it frm e bottom of my heart..
then on thursday..recieved call frm my spastic idiot kid...1stly his mum sms-ed me say tat his son asthma then sorta affect brain..so asked me nOt to do maths with him..wth man...headache then cant do maths ar?...dOtX lo..then his son called..tell me say tat he got alot of hw..can dun do my hw anot?...f u lo...one plus week ago i gave e hw to u..n nOw u tell me say tat u cant do my hw...u say in such cases do i ve e "right" to feel angry?...fine...i tolerate...
friday...at night tat time got meeting..tanks to those who initially so ON one nOt to turn up lo...left pathetic 3 nOt-enthu-at-all ones to cum for e meeting..tanks sOoo much ar...then mOsT impt ppl cum then talk lo..tiLL 11.30pm then i say needa go hm then he decided k lahx..we ll talked again tml(sat)..dis one nOt angry at all..bUT gota doubts in e whole thing lo..shldnt discuss it further since i ve talked bout it in e previous entry..
sat...mY vERy initial plan is to fast fast blend e thing so tat i can compile e papers into booklet form..n yet horx..sUm idiots ask us to move e things to e hard court area..then one thing le me bu shuang is...u r a man...shldnt u be more gentleman ENOUGH to carry e heavy roll of papers yrself instead of carrying a so-obvious-a-very-lighter roll of papers yrself?...dis already let my anger go alittle up..then sumore..coaching class start at 2pm sharp..n tat sat lack of coaches le..i one person gota go teach 4grps of ppl mehx?...i nOt super-wonderwoman lo..n if u once or twice late..i ok lahx...bUt horx... everytime lehx gal gal...u think u r adding salt to my "wound" anot?..making me mOrE worked up mahx..sumore hard court area needa ppl lo..then tat "stupid" sumone come up duno do wat instead of helping her out..n at tat time duno wat u, gal gal, thinking lo...asking him to teach sia...aiyoyo....n sorry lehx...i jux supposingly to say louder to u nOt to ask him to teach..bUt thinka too loud bax..n become like shout kind..but after tat got apologise to u lahx..then u aso got see yrself tat u aso alittle blur too..suan le lahx...dis one nOt impt..impt thing is horx..once someone rejected yr call sayin tat she's not free to talk..DUN expect another person ard u to call lo..wth man...as if e answer ll change like tat..cyw ar...u horx..sumtimes be more sensitive enough lahx...reason why i snap at u at u two of cos got reason de lahx..cos my two kids...wah..faint i tell u..i had alwax been soOo patient de lo..bUt these two kids duno wat happened lo..dare to challenge me sia..1stly..ask him learn spelling..wrong le..ask him to rewrite quite a no of times..by then he shld know how to spell e words le mah..BUT horx...he cant spell for me lehx..n e meanings of e words i explained to him is like repeating one lo...haix~another one aso...too distracted le lo..ask him simple qns like..wat is the centre/middle value btw 0 to 10...i even used ruler to tell him lo..n yet he cant ans me..in e midst of it..a simple thing such as is 8 = 6 ??....he can tell me tat yes..8 is equal to 6 lo.. wah..i heartbroken lo..i can sense tat e more i teach, the more i suspect bout my own ability..espec maths..e more i teach..e more i hate lo...haix~
sunday..woke up early in e morning lo..ya..very early 6+ lo..met grace go cc lo..reaching hard court..ah huat asked us go eat breakfast..so good rite?..bUT horx..sum idiot again...see us walking towards cc asked us go back to hard court to cotinue blending lo..tanks ar....EARLY in e morning din even ask us if we have eaten anot then ask us go n blend le..haix~ damn disappointed de lo..then later heard frm ppl say tat during e introducing to those vips horx..she kana being squeezed out to e crowd instead of explaining lo..haix~why are we being used?...
then horx..another quite disappointing thing is..my direct boss...disappointed in things tat he said or done..i m quite oPeN bout my feelings on sunday too...for e next few mths jux before e bgm..i gona see/feel it for myself if i shld stiLL continue for e term..
monday..which is today...supposingly to go sumwhere after maths de...haix~ history repeats itself lo..till e last min i asked arent we supposed to go other places..haix...they say going hm...again excuses..i know the reasons are true..bUt shldnt u tell me beforehand???......u say tat u dun feel emotionally good dese few days..bUt telling ppl tat u cant make it..is it soOo difficult?..it jux takes a spilt second for u to tell ppl tat lo..haix~...
then horx..alittle angry/disappointed w u ehx..why u go n accept his idea of having night cycling event ehx?..espec his erm..main thing is to hui2 kui4 to those students only..i duno wat happened lahx..i duno is it cyw or w or u yrself who wan to do it..bUt i jux dun wan to be another of anyone's pawn to be used.. espec after the **cycling event..
N i m aSo quite tired needa entertain those two ppL..bUt u reali needa stand firm lo..cos i know tat u r easily soft-hearted to agree on things one..u may not know yrself..bUt reali..i tell u le mahx..u r like me kind lo..very easily influenced n soft-spotted kind..bE yRseLf can?...
haix~..thought tat i can cooL mYseLf down bY today..bUt hmmm.... hOpE tat i emotionally can bE stable...n i did 2 stupid things today too...haix...1st is i nearly fell down frm e bus..as in double decker mahx..i was walkin down e steps bUt e bus drive soo fast then i nearly rolled frm top to bottom lahx..bUt luckily i managed to hold very very tightly to e poles..hmm..so din fell..gee...another ting is..i got soo emtional tat my tears jux dropped when i m on my way hm durin e bus journey..hmm....too many things raced thru my mind bax...
bUt i hope tml ll be a better day for me!!! =]
^_^ sk ^_^
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Monday, January 29, 2007
8:04:00 PM
hmmm gOt mixed feelings on friday lo....which is "ydae"..
hmmm simply hOpE tat 答应过的事,你必须做到咯!!不要做事只做到一半.....你就让我对你改观吧!! 不要只是光说得好听, 而不去做...let me change my pt of view towards u horx... cos i dUn lose confidence n trust for ppl for nth one....unLess...u did things tat ll let me have e thinking lo... hmm so ni jia you bax!!! hOpE everything's going on fine for u wox.... =]
^_^ sk ^_^
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
1:32:00 AM